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Everybody who has interest in doing a Ibogaine treatment can read here what kind of transformation it has for your life.
Of course The Ibogaine Journey is a personal journey and it has another outcome for everybody, but with writing about your experience, you can contribute to help other people to recognize themselves in your story, so that they are able to make a good decision.
You can show the world how much potential Iboga/Ibogaine has for the future for the world to cure and to heal people on so many different levels.
The Ibogafamily shall be an Ibogaine internet guestbook what is written by you and free to read for everybody in the whole world.
I just wanted to let you know that today on my 40 birthday everything is fine, I’ve been clean since I made the iboga ceremony. I finally sleep like a normal person too and that approved my life a lot! It’s quite amazing what iboga does, I am drinking a lot less, smoking a lot less too (after 2 days smoking one cigarette per day, I realised I almost dont smoke anymore – without wanting it! ) Drugs: I have no desire whatsoever for them anymore, I did changed a lot my life as well, moving with my girlfriend, doing some exercise every day… all combined it feels good! I know it’s a long way but at the moment it feels really good to be “normal” so to say ! Sylvio
A very quick catch up. I leave for America tomorrow for a 6 week experience. I am feeling very good about myself still. I do not drink anything that may knock me from my harmonious balance any more. I do not drink caffiene unless it is really needed… a late night drive, an evening as the sober driver with drunk friends… that is it for the coffee… no tea, only fruit tea. I eat three meals a day, rather than starving and eating lots of chocolate. I eat as little sugar in its nasty form as I can possibly manage. I have a lovely voice in my head and the nasty voice is often changed immediately by the silly billy voice that has stayed with me. I do not feel like i am missing out on any of those things. I am the most balanced I have ever been. I realise that I am a very sensitive person and all those things kept me out of balance and harmony. I went to a party and had a teaspoon of guarana, some herbalist potion (5 drops) and two very small mushrooms. This was so much kinder to me than my previous party mixes. I did not enjoy the people who were truly chemical bound…I liked being able to be clear and I did not like the miscommunication that they all did with out even being aware. So thanks again. I will keep you updated. with much love and light, Sharna
It´s time to reflect on my iboga journey. What a wonderful plant!! When I decided to try I was so full of bitterness and anger about my past and everyday was a stressful struggle. I couldn´t sleep well and had a lot of pain in my neck and head. On the last day with you ALL of the pain was gone! Every muscle was so relaxed. And all my worries were gone as well! Now it has been a few months and I sleep every night, don´t feel that stressed about anything anymore – and if something do upset me I can much more easily calm down again. I´m so happy with this amazing therapy. Sally
It has been now one year and two months since my Iboga experience and I am still as grateful as I was shortly after it. I felt really blessed by what was shown to me during my experience. I understood where the deep sadness I had carried around for decades came from. Now I no longer carry it. I could see how my schematas were preventing me from connecting to people and feeling loved. I solved deep seated conflicts at a spiritual, psychological and practical level. I was shown my kids growing up and told how to raise them. I was guided to what to do in my life. I was shown the good and bad aspects in me and in the world, and learned to focus on the positive in life. I got rid of sooo much negativity inside me. I am now a much more secure and focused person because of it. People say I have changed. My life for sure has changed, for better. I believe that it is due to the fact that I now can connect and love people in ways which were not possible before. I am also certain about the direction to take and what to do. Thank you God for this bless, thanks Iboga for my healing.
After 20 years of taking all kind of drugs, there was one that got me bad: opioids. For the last 6 years the only solution for a normal live was taking a lab drug call Suboxone. I was not taking heroin and companies but I was not me. First I was not free and that cloud that drugs give us was there. I don’t like to be a robot! I tried the normal way to quit with my doctor. But after several tries during 2 years. I made a choice of going alone. My decision after several considerations? IBOGAINE. One of the good decisions a made in live. Since my ritual with Iboga I never had more wishes for heroin and needed to take more suboxone. Its not all sunshine and butterflies but help me like a mother helps a son to walk. Beside my goal (accomplished I found a group of persons that besides their professionalism are going to be always in my heart for the love that they have inside but also for the love of their mission. The extra was the a opportunity to have more friends around the world because the group was great. Thank you all for everything. Thank you Iboga 😉 Nuno
The Iboga experience is absolutely the coolest and most amazing thing you can do for yourself. This is my second time doing it and each time it was the best thing I have ever done for myself. The first time got me off drugs and then 4 years later ibogaine has given me the direction and inner peace that I needed. Before going my head was feeling cloudy, I was feeling depressed, I could not concentrate longer than a minute on 1 thing and my mind was full of constant chatter. For the first time since I was probably a child I am totally relaxed with a sense of complete inner peace. I am just happy being me. On a physical level I feel my serotonin and dopamine levels are reset and my pineal gland feels totally cleaned out. Before I did ibogaine I was having an incredible bad tooth infection that was going to be an expensive dentist appointment. The tooth is COMPLETELY healed now. For about a year I was having sinus and ear infection problems that were causing me to not be able to concentrate, also COMPLETELY healed now! Amazing! The visions I saw on ibogaine were many. If Iboga gives you what you need I guess I needed love because for the first 12 hours or so my heart was totally full of a very warm energy that I can only explain as total and complete love. As my heart was feeling like this I could not do anything but smile so hard that my cheeks were sore for a few days after Iboga. The visions were insane! I must have seen millions if not a billion visuals. For the most part there were too many and they were moving too fast for me to concentrate on 1 of them. But when I would find some sort of peaceful thought a vision would stay with me and dance in front of my eyes for a while. I saw everything from the most beautiful eyes that would stare back at me.. (I truly believe these eyes are looking at me from heaven as they look at me with total love. It has been 2 weeks and I still see them once in a while when I close my eyes) I saw aliens, I saw babies, I saw all sorts of people, I saw animals, I saw stars, I saw so many different shapes and images it is overwhelming and impossible to explain them. The visions come at me in all shapes and sizes in primarily electric blue and green colors and they move quickly from up to down changing form shape and dimensions. In moments when my mind would stop racing and I was at total peace the visions would disappear and I would begin flying straight into space amongst billions of glimmering stars. All of this while my heart was feeling pure and total LOVE! I can’t say enough how cool this was! The last dose sent me where Iboga needs to take you and that is to the dark recesses of my mind. It is not a scary feeling, as Iboga gives you the sense to look at whats causing the problems of your life without feeling guilty about them, from a safe distance. In fact ibogaine taught me to just laugh at my problems and it turn, they aren’t really problems anymore… In the 2 weeks since I did Iboga my life has fallen into place incredibly and I cant wait to see where I will be in the next 2 weeks! Thank you IBOGA! Manolo
Iboga? What is it? I have never heard about Iboga till about 6 months ago. Stories like it can cure additions, caught my attention. Doubtful, I started my research and found that there was truth in the statement. Additional research led me to a Spanish researcher that had done a study on a physiological level. I was impressed with the results of his research. This convinced me to try Iboga as I knew that somehow my brain was wired differently then other people.
I have endured all types of abuse; emotion, spiritual, mental, physical and sexual. My childhood was horrible. I lived in fear of my caregivers. A fear I carried into my adult life. I have lived through every type of addiction; tobacco, alcohol, cocaine, opiate, along with co-dependency, insecurity and lack of self esteem. I was a mess. I spent over 20 years on a couch, (therapy), meetings at self help groups, 100's of self help books read, and so on. Nothing gave me relief.
All of my life's experiences manifested into one symptom, Insomnia. For 5 decades I have never known a good nights sleep. I would be lucky if I get maybe 3 hours of sleep on a good night. I would get up more tired then when I when I tried to sleep. I tried everything, meditation, sleep routines, marijuana, then as a last resort, sleeping pills. Even with enough sleeping pills in me to knock out a horse, I could not sleep. I took them for over ten years.
Finally the only way I could get some peace was to drink, and drink a lot. It was the only way I could shut down the committee in my head. The voices that would never stop. At this point I could no longer work or concentrate. My life was over. I gave up and felt that death would be a welcome relief. Depressed, despondent, and without hope, I made the decision to experience Iboga.
I had no expectations, I felt the experience would speak for itself, either it works or it does not. It was an amazing experience. After the ceremony was over I return to my room at the hotel. What happened next stunned me. I though I would lay down for a few minutes and woke up 6 hours later! I had finally slept. I had a bit to eat and then I went to sleep again. This time for over 7 hours. For the first time in my life, I was sleeping!!
Then it got better, I would go to bed at night and wake up after 7 hours of sleep, I have never had the experience of waking up feeling better then when I went to bed. I am so happy and excited. Still skeptical that maybe somehow this would not last, I held my breathe. But it has been about 2 weeks now since I experienced Iboga, and I sleep on a regular basis. Feeling fresh and ready to start my day!! A new first for me!!
Iboga is a gift from Mother Earth to heal us. And heal it does. Thank you so much!!
I have a future again and I feel happy, truly happy for the first time in my life. Oh, an unexpected side effect of the Iboga is that I no longer have the desire to drink. I have not had a drink since the ceremony. Nor do I have any desire to have a drink. What a bonus!!
How does that song go: "The future is so bright I have to wear shades"
Light, peace and much love, Harry
A couple months on from our experience and I just wanted to take this opportunity to thank you. Although I didn't get what I was personally looking for (vivid memory recall) I did feel cleansed after the ceremony and it was one hell of a journey! But the transformation in my Brother Sonny has been quite remarkable as he has snapped out of his dark depression and no longer taking his anti depressants which is amazing, he has a glint back in his eye and a bounce in his step that I never thought I would see again. Thank you for helping bring him back to us. Hope you both are well and feel free to use this on your web or Blog Much Love Graeme x
Its a month after the experience and the process is still so positive!!! Everyday I transform expressive thoughts into mental strenght!!! I have the power to choose my thoughts. And when a thought wants to drag me down, I feel something going downward in my forehead- and then I concentrate on the energy in the forehead going UPWARDS and to replace the thought with a positive thought. So- step by step 20 years of negative thinking are cleaned up:-) George
The Iboga has changed my life to the better. I have stopped drinking and stopped smoking cannabis and sigaretts. Over one month now, never gone this long without anything before. Dont want to cloud my mind anymore and i feel comfortable in my body. I`m much more relaxed,can sit still for long time. My anger and depression and anxiety is almost gone. Finally have a positive look at my future. Andrè 🙂